Friday, April 15, 2011

The Recognition of the Baptism

An unsettled mind
Find itself
Intwined
In it's environment
My anger
Destroys
That
And bestows grace
Upon the fallen
Who rest so cavalierly
In their status

This power
Pulses through my veins
Sober
Clean
And fine

Deep in the lord's
Glory
You can't take me out
And I am forever
His

And to the fallen
We speak
In tongues
Of the lord's passion
Attaining our status
Through him

So let me go
And see me fall
Away
To only find him
And myself

I won't watch this so unnecesarily
When there is a necessary thing
The conquest of death
The recognition of the baptism
This birth was the last for me
Make your choice
Succeed

Life is as life gives
And this life we lead
Away from the darkness
So make your choice
Succeed
There is no point to waiting now

I breathe in
I breathe out
You lose this betrayel
And I feel fine

There is no guilt
That needs to be indulged in
Like a candle
With no fuel
Your violent hands
Are covered with blood
And I can see my own
All over them

So fail to succeed
A folly
Succeed for life
Lost sickness
I was trapped in my misdeeds
And now clear
I see justice
Clarity
And faith

I could try to plan this through
But my guts tell me the truth
A superior force
Always defeats
An inferior force
No names
No traces of faithlessness
We abhor the arrogance

To find yourself
Takes an honesty
To believe in the resurrection
Is to make sense of the world
And now we rest
In the honesty
In our recognition
Of this love

To be accepted into the Church Triumphant
Is no joke
And I want you to hear yourself
Laughing
To hear how vain it sounds

Can we escape the truth?
Can we save face
Again?
To cavort in this place
Is no reward that I want
And here we are again
This folly hurts me
But I won't fall into indignation

Mercy, Mercy
This world falls without your grace
We sing your tale
In our love
We are saved

I turn to God
To become real
Because without this safety
And passion
All is lost
That momentary grief
Followed by a realization
Of this place
Why be lost?
Found in faith
Found in rebirth
All is found

Without this grace
I fell apart
Watch yourself
Succeed
Only to fall apart
At the end
As doubt is relieved
And belief received
The words of holy fire
Rain upon you

To sense this truth
Release from the fallible opinion
I swear
I testify
And this oath
Of success
I hope
Finds you well

Pray for the fallen
So they can rise with us
And this holy fire
Anoints our passion
For them
For him

Saturday, April 9, 2011

So I Can Be At Peace

The illusion held us at bay
Till we grew up
In the love of our creator
To see

So don't bury your head
In the sand of time
In a sad fate
Your generation is just enough
Isn't it always about?
The past...

So turn yourself
Towards the truth
Another thing released

Good luck
Or no indigination
And the trace of greed
Is released
Otherwise known
As proof
Life is evidence
Of truth
And truth
Is evidence enough
So don't repeat
Just to break down
And cry
Like a sinner dies
In their folly
Just to live again
In the mercy of their creator
When they submit
To life

Enough to the folly
Of not taking the right path
Due to attachment to the things
You don't even like
Not doing what you want
Was never as easier
As the escape of fate
Relief from the truth
Is death to you

Atonement simply put
Life can be easy
Serene
And calm
Without greed
Without the unnecessary waste
Of spreading your seed
Too far
Makes you too far gone
Calm yourself down

Looking God in the face
Won't stop the harshness?
Maybe
It will change the attitude
Towards the world
Relief from an aversion
Serene
A heart without getting carried away
With sensuality

Without self-limitations
How can you find yourself?
Because you deserve better don't you
The cosmic sustinence
Is everywhere you look
In everything you do
I limit myself
So I can be at peace
This can't last

True spiritual gain
Comes from experience
Not an empty wallet
How will you carry yourself?
With respect
With an addiction
To lust
You felt it for a moment
And forgot how good
It felt without
It
Called the forgetfullness
Of your eternal position
Your eternal self
Truth, life, love
The law is life
And to this life
You serve

So I can be at peace
I serve
God
Without doubt
Is the outcome

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Tried to See

The miracle was the life we led
Without an aim
We descend
Like vultures
And a host
On the things we desire
Now my conscience is clear

The miracle was the life we led
Without indignation I submit
To the laws of life
The trace of selfish satisfaction
Follows me
As I walk through this place
To be rid of this
I speak
Of salvation

While the trace remains
As the mind dwells
On what it takes

The burning anointment
Of holy fire
The warmth of purity
Mother Mary
These things bring me to myself

The miracle wants us to listen
Have mercy
The god I tried to see
Was the god in front of me