Monday, March 7, 2016

Throne of Decay.

The throne of decay
Speaks nothing but mysteries.
And then is silent.

Silence upon the lost.
And memories upon the damned.

The silent ones fade away and become the forgotten.
Nothing told nothing lost.
Nothing forsaken, nothing gained.

My damnation traded for the lost.
The lost ones always in my heart.

How many demises till death takes its friends
And it's bait away.

Fisher of men, fisher of blood, death takes its toll
At every door.
The silent ones bide in their time.
Nothing taken, nothing gained.

Throne of Reason, Throne of Decay.

The throne of decay
Speaks nothing
We speak of mysteries
And then are silent.

The silent ones fade away and become the forgotten.
Nothing told nothing lost.

Nothing forsaken nothing gained.
My damnation traded for the lost.
The lost ones always in my heart.

How many demises till death takes its friends
And it's bait away.

Fisher of men fisher of blood, death takes its toll
At every door.
The silent ones bide in their time.
Nothing taken, nothing gained.

Flesh of E'ut

The spirit of flesh
The body of your savior
All the grace
Of water
The Grace of Blood
The moment of Eternal Spite
Surrenders Our Enemies to The Blades
Of Unholy ness

The eternity of the shadows
crucifies
speaks to me
This time is the time of purpose
This time is the Time of E'ut.

Egyptian Pride in the Eternal Cat

Crowns and ravens
Given to digestion
Of the holy bones
War with Skeletons over their rivers of fires
As much as you want
Hex my bones are cleaner then your sins


Vultures take the throne
Over their eternal partners
The criminals of rome

Hark the herald of the power
Of The Great Void
It will consume your flesh
for your blood
No longer
TAstes GOod
Forever

Eu't
Reigns Supreme
Over the hearts
Of the Aztect Lords

For the Eternal Cat
Mother of Time
Has an insatiable appetite
For the flesh of the deceased

Friday, March 4, 2016

Devils Gamble.

Serpent fire...
Los Serpentes and the lost.

Worship the fire and become
The lost ones.

Upon angels are given Devils.
To rest in fire.
Devil fire
The warm salvation
Of the abyss
Saving the soul
Of the mighty
Able to ignore the human vice
Of ignorance.

Wherever the Angels will be.
The Devils prowl their enemies.
And feed on the corpses of the Angels victims.

To the fate of the weaponless
Is given the venom of dusk.
Poison of righteousness
Venom of life
Evil is not just the enemies.
Neither is spite.

Demon spite.

Not everyone deserves
Niceness
I prefer the niceness
Of a knife
Over the dullness that has overtaken
The meek

Meek to our maker
Fire to the takers of the essence
Of our life
Being a double edged sword
Cutting me clean

Death and life
Devil bones and vice
You can take my time
But you'll never take my life
Safe my soul
Devil fire has entered me
And burns your selfish eyes
The only way to have your soul
Is to give it away to the power greater than yourself
The fire of the abyss.

The Devils Gamble
Is the greatest risk
And the greatest reward
The coldness of the inferno.
And the heaven of spite.

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Hunger... Too Warm to Care


Hunger too warm to care

Follow me to my grave
In your eyes
A familiar surprise
Wordless death
The seat of the soul
Soul's remorse 
Romeo and Juliet?
But everything changes
Transitory this is all now hunger
And I exalt it before your idols
Not your gods
Rather your civilizations assumptions
Underneath all of this
False idols beget enemies
Faith in hunger
Saves lives
Enemies of the faithful
Find themselves surrounded 
By the inferno on one side
And the abyss on the other
Pick your poison
Fate being a venom
If we meet again
In hell
I'll be too warm to care
About your want of suicide

If you can't be honest to yourself
You aren't fit to rule anything
But will fall into the many fires 
and waiting knives
So go and don't worship the justice of naraka 
This hunger being the bones of honesty
The only thing keeping eternity safe
Is a superior force
That force above the struggle of animal competition
And even worse
Human competition
Because it separates itself from its animal nature
And finds its comfort in illusions and delusions
An ignorance of the blood on your hands
Because we are guilty not of the crimes we have committed
We are guilty of the crimes we would commit
If so and so occurred
So you may think you are safe
Because you never had the opportunity
To be an adulterer
But you are guilty if you ever would
This trap fouls so many
Sexual this imperfection comes from 
A lack of faithfulness
Faith in God?
faith in your soulmate
Is the only thing that will save you
Because you are trapped in sex
And your soulmate is the only way out

A saint is made when this is realized
Not known but realized 
As never backing down from what you know to be righteous 
The realization that makes you a god
Follows this simple role
Warrior saint rather than delusions of
Crucifixion 
All of these stories have a hidden meaning
That is nothing like these modern idols
So go and drink of hope and faith
To keep you safe
Devils knives martial arts eternal destruction
Catches the mighty
And if they don't back down
Salvation reigns supreme ahimsa
Protecting all
Beneath a reign of hunger
Consuming our fear
The consumption of all things
Being beyond all of the stories
We've heard




Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Ashes of War

Ashes and passions coat my skin and I breathe fear of suffocation away into the great abyss
For the abyss has taken me in as I created its story
I take in the abyss
It swallows my enemies
And I am forever warm
Doubt a word I say
And be doubted by that which protects and ensnares souls
Cross the great emptiness then attempt an opinion
As grace will not allow you to even perceive 

Ashes and passions
Without either you are reborn a slave
A slave to your own destiny 
Believe me not...
What could ever separate the all powerful jealousy which holds all of this together
Our togetherness

The mind is contained by passion
Jealousy being the all powerful
Desire of worlds
Desire of the lost
The lost desire
Finding time
Finding the frost of war
In their hearts

For war was every moment
Completely felt
With enough passion
To clean the sky
Of its enemies

Consciousness our test
Freedom to the air
Of our pure suffering

The jealousy doesn't forgive
Those traitors
Who took advantage
Of our love
It burns and takes what belongs to it
Knowing that the only protection love has
Is a greater force
Than its enemies

This is the eternal war
The Jealousy
Love versus the flames of arrogance
Burning arrows of negativity
Until all has understood it
And rests in final paradise
In our togetherness
Not the egocentricity

Ashes of war
Versus the pestilence
The death and decay
Of the irrational mind
Finding nothing but the false self

The true power overlooked
Divine passion and the true self

Daggers tell Stories

Oh hush our
warring tongues

All the consciousness' of all the ages
Sing in our ears

This dust was dust forever
Until it became angel's flowers

Angel given a melody
To put in your eyes as the stars of reconciliation eat away our injuries 
How such little things can end our relationships to each other not with burning bridges but rather with drowning hearts 

Angels my heart
Devils my soul
Give me a second
To hear the echo
Stalking its prey
Like a pretty
Shining 
Weapon
Reminding us
Of the fallen

The echoes of time
Echoes of the ages
Echoes of angels

Daggers tell stories
Everything a fire...
The sharpness in listening
The heat in sharing.
Bound to the boundless 
Mystery to the calm
Daggers tell stories
History coming together

Rapture of Doves

Rapture of doves 
Cloud of grace
Dance of prophets 
Destructions game 

Surrendering completely to the angel of vengeance
Wants disappear 


Christluck 
Christlike
Christ of death
Christ of war
So many Christs
But not enough doves

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Execution(humanity)

Something calling, our nameless nature, to bliss... nameless until finding our ultimate purpose. It and our final choice... our eternal name.  Name me what you will, perhaps call me execution... a warrior's death... My desire... kill my humanity and set me free... Execute me, give me death... as a gift, fearing only pain, what do we have left?
You see I don't want to wait for it, death... Give me it now, without any relationship to my current body, my vessel irrelevant, the calm darkness, calls to me... In silence are all words, in stillness is all actions, in death is all life.  From where and to where, born to die, and die to be born... Execution at the hands of time... fated life, fated death, fated faith, fated breath.  All of this is breath, you talk of life after death... death is like breathing, it is constant, awareness, the darkness that makes up the light, the infinity that makes up the finite, the background upon which all is drawn, upon which all is born.  Free from pestilence, free from doubt, free from humanity... Execution, at the hands of fate.

Knowing death, knowing strife, knowing...

It is only by knowing death completely in its glory, of infinite day gone, that we can truly live. And as if dreaming and living were inseparable, we can't change the channel... helpless in bliss, helpful in strife, and all of the divine burns in the Great Unification. Divine strife meets my eyes and remembers my hands in it's destruction, invincible, not from escaping hell but rather for the hellfire to warm me painlessly to the loyalty of the dark tides in an ocean of infinite darkness. The creator of all, the infinite darkness, spawned our true creator, in a line of creations, who we worship in our prayers incomplete. Do you think we should not worship the creator of our creator? Chaos and illusion created this god you call your creator... and chaos and illusion can't ever be separated from it.  Chaos upon chaos upon chaos.  These are the words of the majesty come to rule your infinite future.  The calling of the God Kings begins and all of existence hears it's call.  The angels and archangels listen and thank their maker.  Thankful in dreams with wings of knives to keep you in holy death... Death's father... The archangel of death, Azrael, rules over the sealing and completion of all of existence,  As death was incomplete.  And is the last mastery of all, before the call.  The last completion.

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Let Go

The stress of life
Came as a surprise
When we found
Ourselves
Entwined

And now it comes with time

My anger finds itself
And I unwind
This power
Pulses through
My veins
Sober
Clean
And fine

Let go of the ghost
Of lost time

Without My Strength

Betray your desire
And it comes back again
Breaking mirrors
Of the sun

Our fulfillment
Past broken dreams
My divine arrogance
Too much to keep down

I think I'll let you live
Without my strength
Death as a power
A skill
An ability to go beyond yourself
Washing and anointment
Of the dance of doom
The blessed nataraj
Becomes the hand of the greater chaos
Consumption my weapon
Hunger my power
A complete obsession
The power given by the gods

Now I'm just as power hungry as them
Rejoicing in my reception
Minutes go by
And I can't think of anything else
Judging being another power
At it's best

The dance of doom
Consumes my dreams
Minutes go by
And I can't think of anything else

Deathless in life?
Lifeless in death...
Perhaps the opposite
Will calm your soul
The power is coming to me
And for minutes
I can't think of anything else

Nectar of Death

Death stalks our graves
We send it messages of compassion
That which is inevitable
And holds all the secrets
Seek thee in that which you avoid
That which you are afraid
Seek the presence of death
As it's angels guide you
Then you will not avoid anything
Then you will not be afraid of anything
All of the great secrets shall be known
Death stalks and hunts
And as it's specter approaches
What is lost meant nothing
And what is saved will be brought with you
Unto the flower of death
Cultivated with the water of secrets
And the dark sunlight of hell itself
Hell's prophecy shall be revealed
By he who gives you the greatest gift
A death of power and birth
A death of strength and knowledge
A death with nectar unafraid
Drink of that nectar... and you shall taste the endless future
Be filled
And be lost in the temporary no longer
Enter into the fearlessness
And be forever free

Monday, May 18, 2015

Promise

Death has fallen into you...
For the promise of prophecy
For the promise of wakefulness
We saw and thought
It was a promising slumber
Perhaps the questions
Follow us

And where do we go?
As the mind is
So the body follows

Fallen creation declares its perfections
Without understanding
There is no complete perfection
Without everything
And its togetherness complete

Mortality shines as a darkness
The immortal answer to ignorance
Was not in knowledge
Rather in fear

That man who lives beyond fear
I declare my perfections
As everything which escapes
The mortal coil
The coil of kundalini
Around the material vibration
Of sexual fear

And the snake wishes a natural selfishness
That which is beyond the striving
For selflessness
The acceptance
Changes us

Fallen creation
Blames devils
But it will be that which scares you
That sets you free
For the misunderstanding of mobs
Hasn't left humanity
So I do

I'd rather have my devil fire
And say goodbye
To my humanity...
A carnal imperfection
Goodbye
As we talk we change
Without taking responsibility
For our own fear
Our own emptiness

A language of letters
Or understanding
Pick your poison
How could I wait
And see your poison
Blame me

Better the devil you know
Than the devil you don't

Perhaps we should blame
What we fear
A little more

Demonize the conceit
That saves us

Blame the vanity
Which becomes divine

Without your negativity
Your enemies survive
Let us gladen their hearts
And be crucified?

You will hold no godhood
In your hands incomplete
It is with our hands
That we taste the emptiness
And prey on our enemies
With the fear transformed

A hunger
A darkness
What would you wish...
Upon the hearts of man
Forgiveness?

Forgiving that which continues
Folly the hearts of man
Continue effortless
The ugliness
Of idealism

Folly and frailty
Lightseeking and sugar coated
Dreams

Dreams between dreams
Why hope...
When your satisfied

The love of power
Is in both gods and man

The jealousy
A prophecy
Getting what you want
What you need
Is more important
Than fantasy
The jealousy is everything
A power complete
In everything

Burning passion satisfies
Time eternal
As long as
The truth comes from us
Like babies

Better with love  
But whose to judge
Our coming together
Save the judging
For those of us
Still in the trials
Of oblivion
Of the natural tendency of humanity
Unable to follow our nature
Because it's bad
So we make rules
To guide our hearts
As we define the sacrifice
That the jealousy defeats
With everything we ever wanted
Truly by our souls

We give up to complaints
Of the suffering
As some simply don't dwell
Others spend their lives
Denying their conceit
And the beyond, the power
Pleases me
As I burn with conceit
Values and passions
Become regret
As my path to the truth
Becomes a path to the togetherness
And that's what I promise to you
Accepting everything
This blood, this flesh
This life, this death
For every goal missed perhaps
Every want not satisfied

The hunger for correct nature
Brings us out of the emptiness
Every evil simply necessary 
Or delusion
As it moves

The base of power being in action
Words are an action
When complete
I could never say enough

Monday, October 13, 2014

Feeding Chaos

Death is blooming
Under currents
Feeding chaos
Novelty
Where death doth bloom is the devil hearts
Flowers of death blooming
In their hearts
Death pacifies the hungry

so war and death walk hand in hand
 so sorry to those who die in strife
Divine strife is the war of gods
And gods your name forgets

To monotheism is given the test
The test of the devil heart

To monotheism is given the test
The test of devil fire

The dao created the all so sweet nirvana.

Nirvana created the gods we seek
and all are judges

For power and the devil heart
The blooming has begun

Surrender fair apocalypse
To those who are below
Will seek your death and someday create
an apocalypse for you too

Thus is karma
The bound and bound
But betrayal is the worst
It cuts the cords of payment so
you fall to the emptiness

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Extinction, the Self, the Non Self, the Celebration

The eternal survival of the soul once fully realized never departs our separation gone but still my heart says don't fucking touch me death and destruction feed on your memory
The eternal survival of the soul once fully realized never departs our separation gone don't fucking touch me I will destroy you and feed on your memory

How nice to be forever ...free the truth is heard learned and then without realization your soul is latent non manifest
How nice to be forever free and still slowed by understanding the savior of all
Greater understanding swallows the lesser and we change everytime we understand

The prophecy of full manifestation will destroy the lesser powers and the greater take you apart and put you back together

I have given you a beautiful flower
The flower of death
Let it be worshipped in vanity
The greatness of the greater vanity
Swallows the lesser vanity
Becoming blood and drinking your selfhood
A celebration of the flower of extinction
That which carries us to completion
Is extinction
Must swallow and digest
Pure power
Intoxication aegis
The shield of becoming
I am intoxicated with the power of the ages
Triumph of surrender to that which is opposite of the weakness
The flower of death
The all power
The self

And as the self unfolds the veil of space and time
Greater eternity professes all the world a stage choice being the part we play
Without understanding our purpose
We flock and feed on the same things
Otherwise we are gone to conquer
Chaos and illusion
And make it a trap for the selfish
Whose net is their own heart
Ignored with the all substance
That which turns perception
Into eternity
The flower of extinction
The flower of death
The all power
The self breathing in the greater peace
Understands and is now forever changed
Not for an idea but for that mystery of realization
Mysteriously we learn but it is all a waste without the reality of realization
The flower of death
The flower of extinction
The ruling royalty of information itself
All of this information
All of this extinction
All of this the realization of the self
Realization of the non self
In the safety of eternal strife
May the eternal strife rise to divine strife
As strife calls you to your destiny
Shatter
And reform
Possess eternity
And breath
Infinitude

Friday, August 1, 2014

The Exalted Hunger

A virtuous hunger
My being
A thirst of revelation
My burning nature
Consuming everything I am
For first comes the fire
And eternity comes not much later

The exalted fearlessness draws me in
For I am to be a part of all of this
Not to give up my worldlyness
I see transcendence as a reward
That brings you back again
As a hero soul
And my honor binds me forever
To not leave this place of my birth
As to stay in balance
With the twin tides of life
My muse and my maker

But to return inside the righteous hunger
I surrender
And allow myself to be consumed
The familiar  scent of death
Brings me a joyful eternity

Death has become a flower to me
And as I try to cultivate this flower
My remaining mortality
Falls away
Leaving scars of immortal blood

It has begun as lessons in mysteries
For these are the mysteries
That hold your being
A mortal
Mortality is nothing but an uncleanliness of ignorance
Towards our judges
And towards everything
And as they judge us
Some take only what belongs to them
Others steal their life from the plants and animals
Without ever knowing

This is the place where knowledge sets you free
This is the place for Warrior Buddhas
For how else would anyone deserve eternal paradise
If they left their brothers and sisters
To their suffering

To guard love against its ignorance
To guard out of love
Is the highest law

Not this frailty of meekness
Strength and honor my being
And power from all things
The hidden power between dusk and night
Sunrise and day

Alternating paths of transcendence and worldlyness
And I have asked
To be taught the secrets of the heart
For it is mine to discover

Hades is a place of my deliverance
For I take responsibility for myself
And will not fear the justice of suffering
Rather this justice which brings me past
Human frailties

Ghosts don't haunt me
They deliver me
Past the Great Emptiness
Where hunger is supreme
And thirst a queen

Demons don't attack me
They tell me secrets
And this place I am becoming
Secrets and mysteries
In this place of blood flesh and bones
It is revealed

Dionysius comes to drink the nectar of my life
In return for the nectar of knowledge
I doth consume
And always in honor of Zeus and Elysium
Let the demigods honor Ariadne
For she returns all things to their nature
In the presence of Elysium
I doth declare the ultimate goal
With both my actions and my words
My blood flesh and bones






Tuesday, June 10, 2014

The Great Freedom

As the bones of the created wheep blood
The eternal ones in their pleasant spaces
Swallow the noble and digest them into
Paradise
Order
Chaos these words are not
Snakes to be held at a distance
But rather the only thing you must understand
To complete a puzzle of pride
Chaos and illusion bore this body through a mother from a father
And as time went by
Chaos and illusion
Decided to take me back
Oh no not to me I fought
For as I planned mastery
Over the winds of war
I had not planned this
When you become a god
You acquire enemies of gods
For every religion
Seeks to name it's holy as the only one
Bullshit
Worship gives power
So naturally the gods said to worship only them
And as the blood drains from the sky
Of avernus
And becomes a rain upon all things
We rejoice
Prepared but not yet ecstatic
For the ecstasy comes over time
And freedom makes it O so easy
Blood born of sacrifice
Body endured past the struggle
Mind taken to the divine
Spirit reborn
To the great freedom
I sacrifice your gods
May they take it well
For the great freedom is both noose and mother
The twin tides of life both swallow and feed
And I drink from them both
Looking for the eye of Christ
To the great freedom you go

Monday, April 7, 2014

Reign of All Desire

The reign of blood. The reign of the shadows of complacency.
For the clash ends with the devil hearts as perfection is found in devil fire.
So human frailty collapses at the fire of darkness. Calling its own sin the devils fault and living a fantasy. The devil fire reigns over the divine vengeance of all hearts.
And I swallow your soul. Named parts I swallow named to me unmentioned out of distaste of human judgement. Divine judgement is prepared for the eminent ones and given over to them. Divine ignorance succeeds as the eye of Christ rules over the sages and their so protected prophets. Prophets speak blood to our souls as the sages weave webs to catch the righteous in their reward.
Be so caught and become ambrosia. As fallen creation no longer is clung to. The divine becoming bringing forth the coming of the god royals. The divine becoming of immortality. As the mortal coil is released the immortal coil comes to comfort the souls of the awakening. Rudra smiles as success is guaranteed to the warriors of the adoration of the ages. Remember the unwrapping of the mind begins the journey. For the mortal mind is wrapped and bound to passion.  The free are the sages who are beyond the wrapping and the binding. May Indra bless your soul and free your mind. The prayer of eternal enlightenment. For once the mind is unwrapped and bound to the passion of the demigods it is free and constantly rises regardless. This is the freedom of the sages. The eye of Christ remembers itself to you. And into divine ignorance you are given.