Justify

And in the throes of spiritual
Ecstasy
We lose our self
And gain true spiritual
Authority
As one in bliss
Sees the truth

The one in bliss
Congratulates you
For your greeting
And urges you onward

No need for the varieties of sorrow
Differentiated misery
That call you to vice
While the scriptures
Of every religion
Call you out of this serene distaste
Called carnality
Yes we are ever so comfortable
In sin

Comfort to be
Is not comfort to see
The wisdom of virtue
When we are so stuck
In a lack of confession

So do confess my friend
As I do and shall
For we need not justify ourselves
With actions unnecessary

Do not act without the authority
Given to you
As an heir
Of the throne of our father

As your inheritance calls you to
Delight
In our creation

We need not construct walls
Between ourselves
As it makes the breathing difficult
Proper to tear the walls down
And know ourselves as we truly are
Brethren

Fear not for yourself
But fear the lord
As the one who keeps his
Commandments
Will be exalted above the nations
Of this world

As the nations rebel
And suffer to find repentance
They rebel against each other
Against the completeness
Of creation
That trace of unnecessary
Aggression
Is distasteful to our creation
Self-justification permits the continuation of mistakes
Weakness to not confess
And be set free of the carnal
The carnal separated us
Let it be no more
By your choice
To no longer linger outside of the
Kingdom
Acceptance of the throne of man
Acceptance of this deliverance
I beseech you
To not beseech in unkindness
But rather follow each action
With an intent of truth
Hold fast in an intent of purity
The sacrament of kindness
Follows the sacrament of love
Binding us to paradise

Seek not with doubt in your mind
Knowing the soul of god
Our soul finds repentance
In the soul of our father
Truly indescribable

And the one in bliss
Who can see the unity
Of paradise
Is in the faith
Of the resurrection

And I beseech you once again
I confess to have had exaggerated
Myself
I confess to having this sin
In my character
Not to beseech in vain
But rather to see the law fulfilled
In us
In our love

And we will reach the heights of our
Belief
Based on our works
We shall be judged

Too Happy For Secrets

Fooling myself
I'm not impressed
I won't fail
On the words
That hold me together
No needing an explanation

This plan isn't a last resort
Not a resort at all
Because I'm too happy
To depend
On secrets

All of this
Will be revealed
To those answering
The call

The sounds of another soul
Finding the light
All emanating
From
Our creator
His son is the light
Begotten from the spirit
And the spirit of life
Is the spirit of truth

Your eyes are too dim baby
From all your secrets
Do tell me
What's bothering you

I can hear the words coming from your mouth
And all I can believe
Is that your really saying them
Sometimes people change
I'd rather hope
This I can believe
This is an opportunity
Not to pretend
And I can't do anything
Without feeling the consequence
Except be it with the grace and mercy
Of the holiness
 So relax
Grace is never
Meant to be given up
For the temporary

And our creator sees straight through you
Don't even bother trying to hide
The emminence
Is found by those not hiding a thing
For to hide from the all knowing
Is a sin
And to open yourself up
Is to no longer run and hide
In your mind

Holy fire agression
Will destroy that which does not aid
And if your not helping
It will destroy you

So don't believe it
It will destroy you all the same
May the weather guide your soul
Into port
May the flames
Of the father
Burn you clean

May the wolves repent
For the eyes of fire
Will eat them alive

And In knowing that
In myself
I repent
I confess
To more than I believed
I had
So freedom is found
In our reconciliation

Be thrown away
In sin
And you will feel the tribulation

Not to wonder as you now know
To be in tribulation and to repent
Is to overcome
So may the fire find you well
Anoint your sorrow
And free you from your misery
That you cover up
Temporarily

As those in the holy fire
Need not of the authorship of man
But long for the word
Of our father
And need no covers
As the truth is bold
And the caress of strength
Needs not the ineptitude of lies
The sorrow of fools
To claim what they have no dominion over
To take from themself the life our creator
Gave them

And in knowing this I repent
Too happy for secrets
To take only what is my domain
Is virtue
And to lord over one's domain
Is no sorrow
Simply

With My Actions

You put your back into it
So we will give you a proper
Burial
When it's all over
 Maybe I'll even be there
And say goodbye

To forget about the filth
I've done
I abhor
And deviate from this repitition
Of weakness
Parading itself as strength
It felt so good
Oh it felt so good
But where am I now
In the consequence
Here now because
Of the grace and mercy
Of the above
So I say
Oh it felt good?
Yeah it felt so good...
Well I've been there
And it doesn't mean a thing
To me

Here we are in the consequence
Which is always what
We make of it
Isn't it?
Given dominion over the planet
And I think
How to use it
Given
Granted
And here
Peace of mind
In my status

So a wonderful mistake
Is better than a decent truth?
The smile on my face
For the things I've lost
Holy fire bliss
Transcends this
And I feel the wrath
Of creation
Makes me shutter
And not breathe with hate
Cause I'd rather be in the love
And that's my choice

You put your back into it
So I could find you well
And praise the becoming
Oh what are we becoming?
Because if you don't run away
From what you had
Then maybe you wouldn't be
On the edge

To lose yourself
To beg for the surface of things
When is the surface
More important than whats below
When is the dream
More important than the reality
The sparks between
Realities
The glory of humanity
Given up
Voluntarily
For a greater glory
That which begets
A hate for the darkness
Something easily avoided
By the weak
Yes that sounds good
Let us believe that

For our jealousy is not a bad thing
As we were made in the image
Of our creator
And his jealousy
Holds the world
Together
So be quiet
In his wrath
And stand straight
In his glory
You will make
It out
With more than a story
To receive the gift
Of creation
To give
Without exaggeration

To shed blood for a cause
Is to be imperfect
As he came
So shall we be
Don't repeat the folly
Of trying to do it alone
Perhaps it's a mystery

Anyway
I'll put my back into it
Tear apart my shame
Feel bad
For your glory
Good to hear the truth
Good to speak the truth
Be set on yourself
Not broken
In half

What is whole
In sin?
Perhaps our chance
Is together
With each other
In purity
Not in vanity
Looking for something
Not under our skin
It seems too easy
It seems all over for them
 Not to repent
And to live
Is to justify
Without him

Yeah it doesn't seem bad
Because of the temporary high
From the vanity
But the wrath
Outlives
Your life
And It feels good
To be clean

I clean my voice
I clean my mind
With my actions

Because everything we commit
Comes back
Again

And we live with everything
So I repent

Entreat

And we hold on
So as to not fade away
Without a message
What is a messenger?
It's so the emptiness
Doesn't take you away
Cause god gave me a heart
That can't be broken
And can't be taken away
By the ways
Of man

And as to keep
My sanity
I fill my head
With the words of our father

As heaven rejoices
Another sinner is saved
The peacemakers
Shall be given the kingdom
And everything
Is under the throne
Of the son
Of man

Pity to the unfortunate
Finding fortune in the temporary
Mercy to those playing with the darkness
Entreated by the light
To surrender
And gain the glory
Of our father

And similarly I entreat you
My brother
My sister
To forgive me
And remain with me
In Christ

Because once we admit
The desire to repent
We watch the glory of heaven
Unfold

And I'm not running
Away from the rapture
It wasn't given to us as a burden
Rather what it should be
What it is
Receiving my instructions
I will pause only to deliver them

With the entrance of the holy fire
Into our bodies
The deceit
Leaves us
And we are forever his
In spirit
In grace

Supplication to the spirit
Brings remorse
I'd choose remorse
Any day
Over the repitition
Of this selfish desire

Don't justify it my friend
And in this grace
We will be saved

Finding strength in the spirit
Without detraction
I feel apprehension towards
The wrath of our creator
To defy this naiveness which
Brought us to this
Situation

You see our creator's jealousy
Extinguishes
The fires of our distaste
And his wrath
Releases us from repeating our mistakes

Created to be in grace
Not to defile the spirit of his creation
So I accept the atonement that was the lamb
And pass the test

Wisdom of Reconciliation

This city burns in my blood
And I see through the seeming
Chaos
What's the point
Of living
Without the spirit
And the things I've heard
Shouldn't bother me
To speak
Another word
To you
Tell you how I feel

I should have reconciled myself
With you before
These words crowded my brain
And myself intwined in self-opinion
The space feels
Like its running out

To reconcile is to lose the ignorance
So I make a list
Of everything I can ask
To be forgiven of
And begin to go through
I confess
To that which I trust
And lose that which I do not want

The spirit brings me forward
And I ask
For deliverance
It seems my prayers were answered
But I'm short of breath
And my plans ran out

This city burns through my
Lack of opinion
Here and there
Is safety
I'll construct
Another goal
After this one
Worse to not even try
Than to fail the test

I want to find
The rhythm
Where it just flows
And you know what I mean
But these goals are not meant to be easy
These goals I construct
In my opinion relaxed
The desire is more pure
When you accept yourself
Cause God isn't here to give me a way out
Rather to feel the truth
To receive the gift of the spirit

The strength
I gained
Made me happy
To be
In your company
Call it easy
Call it anything

The understanding
I constructed my life around
Was an infringment
On the father
Hallow be his name
And I rejoice
In letting it
Go

Purity not vice
Pulls me in
To my next choice
To rely on strength
Gives me a voice
Of reconciliation
Of this past debt
 And I hope I use it well
To clear this face
To ease your burden
Brought in silence of cooperation
To the wisdom that needs no explanation
To the thought of cherishing creation
I was put here
To delight in this creation
To create
Away from the darkness
And my disobedience
Destroyed my intention
With purity
It is regained
And felt

My intent found
I step carefully
Into the situation
Where I failed before
I see this failure as an attempt
And am reconciled to myself
A step closer
To grace

Giving mercy to all
Not just your friends
I don't want to justify a thing
Except through my faith in him
When I realized
The bones
Of the justification
Of anything
 It set me free

Now these worries which crowd my brain
Make me seek the rhythm
Of catharsis
Of my destiny
To be truth is to not fool oneself
And in the search
Betray
I seek not to justify
My trespass
Rather to reconcile my heart
So we can rest in peace
And the rhythm
Takes me again
Like a mother hen
And it's chick
Taken under it's wing

The assault on human dignity
That my ignorance was
Realized as an obstacle
Overcome as an advantage
And the past bereavment for the fallen
Mourning I gain comfort
Fallen I find myself
And hoping
I trust