A Lack of Faith

and they no longer
glorify
the words of the lost
finding in it some semblance
of fruition
of emotion
of condensation
of their doubts

the belief
giving rise to
what follows
from it
as evidence
as to where it came from
the reality being
an awareness
inside your being
once you became
what you wished in time
it was only a matter of time
before what you wished
had changed

serving the all powerful
without the means of recollection
of false self
within reach
and the despair felt
is only an indulgence
of the mind
a lack of faith

a heavenly authority
in your core
replacing the semblance of life
doubt
and its sign
worry

can a person put away
their mind
surrender
their will
as to feel life
from their creator
and be given the healing
of paradise
in their seat
certainly
having felt the same
I surrendered

and in this seat
the juxtaposition
of a quarreling mind
with its neighbors
and itself
fundamentalism
and the rest
ends
as faith is gained
but truth faith
is unwavering
cosmic consciousness
without a price
as the message is revealed
and the price
redeemed

these negative emotions
are a separation
from god
from life
from its creation
and the fulfilling creative element
in yourself

the doubt will return
to your wavering mind
as an imperfect soul
quests after the same
but call out to god
feeling the love
and you will pass your test
feeling the love
you will be redeemed