Experience

descending back to the world
the cravings return
nirvana now in the background
no longer all that is

craving is part
of the illusion
god conscious
I smiled
now I part ways
with what I thought
till the nectar returns

knowing the difference
I was released
only to return
without a part of the darkness
only a fullness
which before
rarely existed
and a craving

blinking doesn't even feel
the same
as I saw my inner and outer
become the same

yet
I know why the craving remains
as the remnaints
of a passionate
life
decease
and the love
of god
saves

no longer an idea
in my mind
an experience
I had